hold your head high heavy heart;

jammyxriffic @ 2009-11-07T17:44:00

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2009-10-31T22:02:27Z

Friday Night Fever

2009-09-05T07:32:11Z

Friday Night Fever - The Digital EP

someone from my friends list
MUST
HAVE THIS.

(:

jammyxriffic @ 2009-08-10T01:46:00

2009-08-10T05:51:35Z

hello friends page !
*waves awkwardly*
i'm christieeeee.
i once used to exist on livejournal,
but i've turned my attention to other things.

i haven't even been reading any gabilliam slash-
i legitly haven't read anything new
in forever.
i have this massive post i have saved of all my favourite stories and i'm going through them all.
okaaay, hello nerd. 8D!
so, like let me know what's new in the gabilliam slash world ! ;D!

so i saw blink 182 last night,
honestly- greatest concert ever.
it was indescribable. it was almost too good.
i'm still in shock from it all.

uhh
this is me
and my new haircut (:

ahaaa, your welcome- for stretching all your F-Lists. :D!
and no- i won't put it under a cut,
suck it, (:

kaaay,
love you guys !
thanks for like
.. not deleting me
even though i'm never on !
(:

jammyxriffic @ 2009-07-27T02:07:00

2009-07-27T06:09:15Z

http://sendmetothemoon.tumblr.com

http://twitter.com/christiexx
{i actually just got twitter tonight, and the only person following me is this random creepy old guy- so please- do me a solid, and follow me? it will make me feel loved. xx thank youuu.

jammyxriffic @ 2009-07-19T15:09:00

2009-07-19T19:10:02Z

jammyxriffic @ 2009-06-24T22:48:00

2009-06-25T02:52:11Z

i'm so confused by you and everything.

we can't be friends.
we have never been friends.
we are trying to be friends now and it's not working.

we can't be more than friends
because both of us are too afraid to admit
we want that.

we can't be in between friends and more than friends,
because we did that-
and because of our attraction
we lead to
wanting to be more than friends.
which lead to
me almost sleeping with you.
but me saying no
because it'd ruin our
relationship.

...
what relationship?

now,
we are nothing.
we are quiet and awkward- and barely friendly.

yet both of us
still want
more.

where have i been?

2009-04-17T03:43:28Z

i've been taking pictures.
and spending way too much time writing on my tumblr.

sendmetothemoon.tumblr.com

stalk me. :)

i am a dreamer.

2009-04-10T15:12:38Z

jammyxriffic @ 2009-04-02T22:41:00

2009-04-03T02:41:47Z

so you kind of make me smile..

Random Facts about Christie: DAY TWO

2008-12-30T06:19:51Z

Day 2: Random Facts about Christie :)

Tuesday, December 30
- i have an addiction to sharpies.
- i don't even know how to put on makeup.
- i've never drank a whole can of coke/pepsi- I find it disgusting.
- I don't like to shop, unless it's for CDs.
- I hate Canada.
- I act more confident than I truly am.
- I've never actually been to the zoo.
- I've never seen a star wars movie.
- I get obsessed with things too easily.
- I like making mix cds.
- Everything in the world reminds me of William Beckett and/or Gabe Saporta.

Previous:

Monday, December 29
- I have synethesia.
- I *have* to bite every pen/pencil/writing utensil I use, even if it's not mine.
- I'm much weirder than I ever lead on.
- I almost cried when I heard Check Yes Juliet on the radio- and not tears of joy.
- I'm a major procrastinator.
- I never sleep.
- My best friend is my best friend because of the internet.

jammyxriffic @ 2008-12-29T02:06:00

2008-12-29T07:16:32Z

Friends List- I've decided to post random things about myself, every now and then- maybe you can learn stuff about me. Today will be the first day I'm starting this- I'm going to try to continue it for a while.. and then I can look back a year from now and laugh at myself. Feel free to laugh at my lameness, i'm aware of it.

Monday, December 29th, 2008
- I have synethesia.
- I *have* to bite every pen/pencil/writing utensil I use, even if it's not mine.
- I'm much weirder than I ever lead on.
- I almost cried when I heard Check Yes Juliet on the radio- and not tears of joy.
- I'm a major procrastinator.
- I never sleep.
- My best friend is my best friend because of the internet.

jammyxriffic @ 2008-12-02T23:21:00

2008-12-03T04:48:22Z

vicious eyes stare
piercing through the atmosphere
extracting your self consciousness
enhancing your least known flaws
evil smiles appear as the realization of intrusion into your self awareness
becomes far more clear, sharper-
and just like that, so do the the stares.
vicious. deadly. sharp. piercing.
an excruciating pain fills your body
a hot burning sensation
sometimes a stare can do more than words
words require knowledge and planning
stares require a pair of eyes
and a body that knows how to use them,
easily tearing you apart from the inside out
the vicious eyes, almost like an x-ray can see it;
your world is starting to fall apart,
hot tears fall from your eyes,
only making the burning sensation tingle more
and the smiles increase, knowing what they wanted
was achieved.

evil- and cold.

2008-12-02T00:56:49Z

the snow falls
drenching the already dying grass
the winter nestling himself into every open crevice
dripping and coating dry areas with it's coldness
proving that he is present, despite our thoughts of him.
the snow flies by the street light,
truly showing how large the flakes really are
and how each of them sparkle remarkably
despite the cold tinge to them;
sometimes i want to smile
as i realize that the saying 'no snowflake is ever the same'
is truly a metaphor for something bigger and far more complicated than crystalized water.
the smile dissipates after the snow embeds himself in my shoes,
turning my socks into pockets of cool water
damp pockets;
the winter thinks he's won,
making me want to seek revenge
but instead i don't
i reminisce of the sun and warmth
and remember that winter will eventually end
the pools of water will dry up;
he'll disappear into the clouds,
hide alone;
returning a year later
more powerful and full of strength;

but snow will always melt.

Sharpie Heart

2008-11-10T06:27:39Z

Sharpie Heart
Gabilliam | FLUFF | 572 Words | jammyxriffic
“It’s a heart, or at least I attempted to draw a heart, you know how I suck at drawing. And it says Property of Gabe Saporta.” Gabe smiled proudly again.

Gabe twisted his arm, contorting it in a way that for any other person it would not be comfortable. But, as a result of contorting his arm in such a way, his hand got to be threaded through William’s- and in Gabe’s mind, it was worth it.
Smiles were exchanged as they slowly whispered. It’s not that they really needed to whisper, it simply made Gabe and William feel like they were in their own little world; just them. And, hell, they were- it was Gabe and William.

“What’s so special about my hair, Gabe?” William muttered while throwing in a laugh. Gabe’s other hand was slowly brushing through William’s hair, unexpectedly, causing William to ask such a question.

“It’s yours.” Gabe whispered. And, that’s all Gabe really needed to say, because William understood immediately.

“Do you know what’s yours though?” William smiled, and grabbed his hand.

“What?”

“This.” William entangled Gabe’s hand from his hair, and brought it to his bare chest, lying right above his heart. “This is your property, Gabe.” William laughed.

Gabe smiled as much as he could without looking like an entire psycho. Though even if he did, William wouldn’t care. William liked every bit of psycho in Gabe. Gabe lifted his hand up and reached into his pocket, ripping something out of his tight jeans. “Shut your eyes, William.”

William shut his eyes and laughed nervously, mosty out of fear of what exactly Gabe had pulled out of his pocket; because this was Gabe Saporta, he could have anything in his pocket.

William felt the cool, somewhat wet sensation of something thin and pointed being brushed across his chest- right where Gabe’s hand was before. William couldn’t help but let out the giggles that escaped him; William was a little ticklish.

“Done.” Gabe announced, proud. He looked down at his work of art and blew on it, just making sure it was perfect. William looked down at his chest, seeing a weird shape of some sort and some writing. William desperately wished he could read upside down right now, not wanting to get up, and leave Gabe’s arms.

“What is it?” William asks.

“It’s a heart, or at least I attempted to draw a heart, you know how I suck at drawing. And it says Property of Gabe Saporta.” Gabe smiled proudly again.

“Gabe..” William laughed. “As much as I do believe that my heart is indeed your property, I’m sorry to tell you, that this is just going to wash off when I have a shower.”

“Well then, every day, I’ll re-draw it on you, just to remind you..” Gabe announced, obviously thrilled with his silly plan.

“You don’t need to draw it, to remind me..” William whispered. “It will always be yours, as long as you want it..”

“William, I’ll always want it. I’ll take it wherever I go; whatever I do. It will experience the things I experience. And every day, that you aren’t with me, I’ll know that I have the most important part of you, to keep me company.”

* * *

That day, William sang his heart out- literally. The remains of the poorly drawn heart lingered on his chest; sort of looking like large gray bruise; the water had smudged it all together. But William didn’t worry about the faded, smudged heart on his chest- he knew that the heart inside his chest would be safe with Gabe, forever.

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[A/N]; Am I weird for only being able to write at like 1AM? :|
By the way, scroll up- and bask in the lovely delight that is my header. :)
Anyway, thoughts?
- christieeee; santi.